I seek the lines of ancient times, with artists brush and poets pen, I seek to find that left behind, and bring it back again. The Thunderchild

I am 50 years old (soon to be 51).
I made electric power for the first time when I was 8 years old.

I am a patented inventor. In the 60's at 12 years old, I made my first binary computer out of hand wound relays.
My science teacher learned about this. I was tested at university levels at age 12 and was told I had the 7th highest IQ in the USA.

I remember before, entering into my mothers womb.
I am not in this world on accident.
I was sent here.
I did not come empty handed.
I did not come without a reason.
I did not come to destroy this world.
but just the opposite.
But I am only a man.
All I can do is offer a choice.
It must be for the people, to decide.
And all I have to do, is my best, to live life correctly.
and set an example.
Like showing, the math, of how a wheel works,
the first person to use a wheel and push or pull a cart by hand through the town.
Changed the whole town.

It is my life.
I alone have the power to change it, or at least, am the one who has the right to.
This was not given to me by man, nor mans laws, but the law of that which created me,
and sent me here.

I am and need only be, a man.
Nothing more nor less than any other,
if I am to change mankind, I must become one.
and change.

I do not tell the world to change.
I am the world, and tell myself to change.

My life has been destroyed by many, on purpose.
So I do not have much left of what I once did.
I had a Paradise.
And at 50 I am starting all over again,
I am basically homeless living in a camper some one gave me,
and have an old RV that does not run and is falling apart.
I have $200 USD a month income.
I am here giving my time, asking nothing in return,
but to help this world and all who are here.

That, is more important,
than just my one life.

I say my life was destroyed, and that is truth.
If you call half of your sled team of wolves murdered in ways to make a grown man sick, destroying my life, or taking my child from me by force and telling me to change or I cannot have my child back, forced destruction of my life?
Then yes.
And I could not stop it.
If by the hand of man, my life was to be destroyed,
that was the will of man.
I had to accept it.....
within reason, and that was that I am not permitted,
to attack back.

I seek to do, what I was created to do before I leave.
If I fail to by virtue of being slowed down for most of my life by people destroying it.
then that is the way of this world and I must accept that,
but must not fail to keep trying.
Or I have then failed, in the reason I exist.